Sunday, August 11, 2013

The Pageant!

Hello all,
       I am so sorry I have not posted lately!  This summer has been so crazy.  I went to the national Ms. Wheelchair, USA competition!  That week was probably one of the best weeks of my entire life.    I have made friends and memories that will last a lifetime.  I didn't take the title, but I am so happy I took the opportunity.  I learned so much about disability, my life, and myself in general.  I am so blessed to have met the amazing ladies that have changed my life forever.  It was so great to get a new perspective.  That week in Ohio was great for my psyche.  Back at home, I am not around people who face the same obstacles as I do.  We were able to share how we all overcome adversity in our own unique ways.  It was awesome for me to just feel “normal.”  I didn’t have to look up to everyone when I was speaking.  That was a first! 
            As for what I learn about life, and myself , I learned that you don’t have to apologize for what makes you YOUnique.  I am so proud of myself for even going after the crown!  Five years ago, there is NO way that I would have done that!  I am so proud that I did.  I also now know the importance of listening to those who have your best interests at heart.  You see, I am a very stubborn woman.  I am so used to trying to do things myself, that I hated asking for help.  But I learned that asking for help doesn’t make you less capable, it actually has the reverse effect.  I didn’t even think it was possible, but that week made me love myself even more than I did before I left!  So grateful and blessed.
Until next time,
~C